I want you, I really miss you!

 I do not know why .
actually I had such a strange idea .
I'm sad. good grief .
I hate myself. I I really hate .
why I become like this .
why unconsciously .
I stuck down. I do not .
the rest of the day. how do I boil Down .

I think you can not help but think of you .
I turn the music up very loud .
I want the music around me .
I was not so lonely .
I would like to think of you the sound of music .
that I will think more thoroughly .
why. why. Why do you want to meet .
Ah I'm so useless . to now .

my mind went blank . I could not remember what .
I want a drink. I want to get drunk. I do not want to cry .
Why do my eyes always wet .
Why it fell out himself .
I miss you. I miss you. I want you .
I really miss you .
I want you. really miss you .
want to stay Forever with you forever .
really want .~```...!!

fieldホmarried lovers the world every May.